Exactly two years ago, in early February, the first time we visited our center adopcjny. It was so break the ice. Our decision to go to a resort, was quite spontaneous. Previously we thought about adoption and about a dream, and not as something real and tangible. After leaving the center of the dream is no longer just a dream but a reality. We both felt that we are not yet ready, so we paused adoption procedures. Seven months later we went back to the resort committed to 100%. I think to myself, just look at my life, that the decision on adoption should not be spontaneous, but deeply thought out, digested, discussed, so that pregnancy could have a good adoption agency in the heart of the nest. I also think that some women might envy us adoptive mothers (in the positive sense) - because our children to adoption are so much awaited, wymodlone and fancy, and we ourselves are we so prepared for the role of being a mom (in the sense of psychic.) Time is precious teacher, despite the fact that this waiting is sometimes extremely difficult, and so I think that this time of pregnancy adoption is a gift. Sometimes it's hard for me to accept, is a constant waiting, the phone zrwanie (;-) and this huge unknown for how long, but I'm waiting patiently and impatiently, alternately so anyway.
I'm only human, only woman who wishes to give love to your child.
I stare him every day.
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